It's been a couple few months, hasn't it?

So....where to start?

Since the last time I wrote something down here, a lot has happened....


Ok, nothing really happened. I mean I had my out bursts at random strangers, found a job that I don't mind doing, grew out my hair...cut my hair...and then grew it out again, made a couple of trips to ND, made a trip to MN, declared the world is still stupid if not stupider, and not much else. To tell the truth, I don't remember much from the last year or so. I read a couple of my blogs on here and realized one thing though. I have made improvements. I am a better person these days, and generally walk around with a smile on my face.

Now, not all things are champagne wishes and caviar dreams, but I make due with what I have and live a bit happier. You really can't ask for much more than that. Can you?

With life in the fast lane...or slow lane, depending who's in front of you, I've lost touch with a lot of people I felt close too. Maybe it was my alcoholic haze that made people seem close, but I'd like to think that they were. We had our laughs and cries together, we formed relationships and demolished them as well, and we all made each other better in one way or another. Again, at least I would like to think so.

So, with open arms, I greet each of you again. Hoping to rekindle those friendships once lost. Also, to meet new people and laugh with a common goal. I may seem mushy or maybe I'm just reminiscing too much. Looking for those once open hearts and minds that somehow lost their way from me.

At any rate, I'm here if you're willing to have me.

Unless you're Brandon or Spam...I don't need that kind of love from you two :P