*BLAM*

That's where my life is currently, Smacking a brick wall repeatedly.

Vday is lingering like the smell of dirty sewer water...And my mood because of the day has yet to change. Im just a bitter asshole because Im jealous of all those people who can get a date, who have found someone, or who are just utterly infatuated with their other half. I feel left out of what life has to offer.

My bank account is negative again...Thankfully I just got paid today. Bai Bai 581 dollar check...I sure wi… Continue

This is a separate blog from RvB or Jeskid's World (Requiem In Pax) or even Facebook.

What I want:

I want equality in my job.

I want a raise

I WANT A GIRLFRIEND (Damnit I wish the 2-3 girls that I have an interest in actually read this)

I want to be cuddled at night

I want some Party times that involve alcohol.

I want a puppy because I've never really had a pet

I want my car to last forever

I want my leg to quit hurting

I w

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As I sit here in the sweltering heat of my room in my own perspiration...I continually mull my situations; for I have many, yet so few conscious brain cells functioning at this hour. I'm currently trying to remedy that by guzzling my lightly caramel colored energy gold that I so tenderly call my addiction. At this very microcosmic moment of Chronos, this blog piece is serving to reinvigorate my literation, diction, and other 'tions' that haven't yet emerged from the dusty memory banks of my p

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I feel quite detached. I think maybe a couple of my poems from my writing might describe it a smidge better.

Rock Bottom

Doomed to a mortal life

I go unknowingly onward

In my murky way

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